I think I could watch it and do it myself forever: 

Painting is not my first profession. And you know what I understood about our vocation / calling / personal mission or whatever we call it? 

If anybody ever said to me I have 1 hour / day / week / month left to live and I could change anything I want in the remaining lifetime, I would change nothing. I will just keep on working on my paintings.

So, my personal recipe for finding the right profession, success and satisfying life in general: if after knowing we will soon die we'll KEEP ON DOING WHAT WE ARE DOING NOW, 

this IS our real calling. And a way to success eventually



Would you continue your current activity?


(Illustrations here from Pexel.com)